ANGER and you say your are a Christian??? LOL
the thing I am quickly learning is do not ask a question that might stir the pot…. If you question what a pastor believes you are not submitting to the authority of the church…. if you want to be a good member of your church, it seems the less you ask the better….
When Job was tested by the devil there was no time to even think about the tragedy that just occured, look close and as a messenger was finishing another started of another thing… If you think Job was not ANGRY then he was some super human… His faith kept him strong… BUT he was ANGRY all the same….
I have faced some of the hardest trials and tribulations in my life, this coming from someone with a past that movies are made of… and I am friggin ANGRY as all… my ANGER is not at GOD… God will be GLORIFIED… My anger is not at the church although they were able to bring it to the surface quickly with what a see as deaf ears… My anger is at what is going on in my life, the attack of the devil to test my FAITH…
A teenage boy thinks I hate him, and many people think I have a right to… but he is a creation of God, perfect in the sight of God, and will be used for Gods Glory…. I had to face this young man, and instead of being angry I told him I loved him, and I pray and will pray for him, he told me I should rot in HELL… I told him I hope to see him in HEAVEN….
That is faith, and all I wanted was to chew his head off…
Now I must run a family BIBLE study on Christian life… SINGLE people need to be at home with their PARENTS…. BOY did that upset the apple cart… what BIBLICAL arguement did I have for that…
I said a man was to leave his mother and father to cling to his wife… right away I was told I was taking the text out of context, what5 about JESUS he was single… I said ok, am not ready for this one… maybe I am wrong….
Then I thought long and hard… I dont quote the bible, but what I draw from it is in the bible…
Jesus the son of man
Jesus the Nazareth
Jesus the son of Joseph
Jesus the son of a carpenter
NO wheres in the bible did Jesus leave his “HOUSE” and start his own… Yes his work took him to many places in the world at that time… yes he stayed with friends, (Blessed the homes where he stayed dusted his sandles when rejected) yes we never hear of him going back to mommy and daddy… BUT never did he start a NEW HOUSE either…
The church ask people to step down because of sin that they do not turn from, well for me I see this as a SIN, going against the structure of the design of a family…
Now I am strong in my beliefs, are not the pastors??? the pastors say I do not have an open mind… I disagree, I am strong in my beliefs BUT when shown I am may be a little off base I do look at what I believe… I will not point a finger… God is the judge in the end, but when I die, no one will be able to say his faith waivered like the wind….
Now I am a radical, people prefer not to listen to what I am saying they prefer to focus on my delivery which is fine, I am not here to please any man, I am here to serve my Savior the best I can….
HOLY HOLY HOLY is the LORD MY GOD ALMIGHTY
